daydreaming & pear trees...

All roads eventually lead you back to your childhood.

 
There once was an imaginative, mischievious, little girl who lived on a farm.  On this farm there were always chores to be done, but she had her head in the clouds, daydreaming.  On nice summer days she would climb up in the branches of a pear tree and hide from the world of boring chores.  She would read a book or jot down her own poems.  Sometimes she would just look up through the leaves into the sunshine and dream about imaginary places and people....


Both art collectors and students have asked me over the years, the inspiration behind my Nature's Palette Collection -www.trishmckinney.com/naturespalette.  I began putting leaves into my paintings around 2003, but the inspiration began much, much earlier in that pear tree.  It started with an idea - recreating the feeling of sunlight as it shines through the leaves in a tree.   One day while painting in my studio, I asked "what if  I placed actual leaves on my paper?" and so Nature's Palette began.

When Gaugin wrote, "I shut my eyes in order to see" I think he was summing up what it means for me to be an artist - to feel the essence of and utterly soak in the subject you are painting.  And I actually "feel" the leaves when I am painting this series.

I took a walk today through my backyard - the woods and my family's adjoining farm.  There are 250 acres of wonder and I will share it with you this world, as I see it and feel it.   So you can see and experience why I paint Nature's Palette.

Here are some photos from my walk.  This is what needs to happen before I ever pick up the paintbrush - paying attention and being aware....

 

my favorite leaves to use for Nature's Palette - wild grapevines...

my playground when I was little, the creek behind my parent's home....

my mom's amazing garden - she paints with flowers....

 beauty can be found in the broken and run down....

So now you see my almost daily inspiration and the visual behind the painting process. 

As I reflect on my walk this beautiful spring day, the recent release of my new instructional video on Nature's Palette, and an upcoming workshop on this series - I believe the timing is perfect. And I wanted to share my story with you. 

Nature is important in my life and how I am most aware of The Master Artist.  Be aware of beauty in nature and my hope is that you are encouraged to take a walk and find your inspiration too.  

And remember your favorite moments from your childhood - you never know where that road might lead you.

If you want me to take you on a journey to even more inspiration - join me for my Nature's Palette Workshop, June 11 - 13, 2015 in Tipp City, Ohio.
www.trishmckinney.com/naturespaletteworkshop

Surviving & Thriving....

 I just finished a new painting that I am really proud of - from conception to finish.  It is not often I say that phrase "proud of" in reference to my painting.  I will explain why I am proud of this new painting and describe my process from conception to finish. 

Step 1 - It always starts with being AWARE....

I took a trip to New York City last December 2013 with my oldest daughter to celebrate her college graduation.  I have always wanted to see the Rockefeller Christmas Tree in person.  

While there, I was aware of many moments of being deeply aware of my surroundings, but  none so much as when I visited Ground Zero.  Who could go to the 911 Memorial and not be humbled, grief-stricken, and deeply aware?  On my way out of the memorial park,  I came upon a tree planted in between the North & South Tower reflecting pools.  I noticed it had the sun setting just behind it and was so beautiful. I snapped a photo to remember.  Just like I always do.  It was after that I noticed a small group gathered near the tree and a tour guide talking.  I listened in and heard that this tree was no ordinary tree - it was a tree that had survived and thrived.  This seemingly insignificant tree I had walked by earlier (and not even noticed) had survived when the Towers went down on that devastating day.  It was a miracle tree - something sacred.  It was hope.  And I had walked past that tree earlier, not even noticing.  I have to wonder, what else do I walk by and not notice?

I heard the guide say this tree had been taken off the property, nurtured back to health, then had been replanted.  It had budded that past spring for the first time.  Out of devastation comes rebirth and renewal.

On my way home, I reflected on what I had experienced.  It was funny - I had thought I would be awestruck by a large, flashy tree with twinkling lights near Rockefeller Center only to be moved by a small pear tree near a site of devastation - a tree that was plain and unremarkable. It made me think of Someone I had read about once in a book - "he had no beauty or majesty to attract us to him, nothing in his appearance that we should desire him."  It's in the Unremarkable where we will see Amazing.

Step 2 -  NURTURING & WATERING a seed of inspiration....

As you can tell from the date of this post, it has been over a year since my trip to New York

Family Stroll

City - so many paintings and things have happened.  I have birthed hundreds of new paintings this past year - 2 paintings - "Family Stroll" and "No Room At The Inn" - were inspired by that New York City trip.  "Family Stroll" was even selected for a National Exhibit - the Rocky Mountain National Watermedia Exhibition in Colorado.  But still I had not painted the most significant moment from that trip. Why?  Because the greater the inspiration, the longer the incubation period.  Just like growing a plant, you must take time to water and nurture your creative thoughts.  

One day around mid- November 2014, I came across a poem, "Still I Rise" by one of my favorite poets, Maya Angelou.  And I knew.  I just knew.  It resonated and I felt that day at Ground Zero come washing over me. I felt the connection to my little seed of inspiration I had been nurturing and watering.  

Here are a few excerpts from the poem, that in particular resonated with me...

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may tread me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise....

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.

I rise
I rise
I rise.

While slavery is the overall theme of this poem, it is also a poem about hope and survival - about rising above pain.  Hope.  It was what I was feeling about the tree.

So my seed of inspiration had budded and now it was time to plant....


Step 3 -  let the planting begin - PAINTING....

So here is the technical stuff all of you love to know (I'm talking to my students here).   However - before I tell you all of these juicy little goodies, REMEMBER it was a YEAR before I got to this stage.  Take time and nurture your thoughts, ideas, inspiration.

I knew I wanted to put the words of that poem into my painting so I put them onto the surface of the paper and created what I call "a prepared surface".  It is currently my favorite thing to do - work traditionally with watercolors on a non-traditional surface.  It shakes things up and creates what I love most - layers of understanding.  

I happened to have a great photo to keep with me as a reference - that's important for me so I can capture the little details I might forget.  I don't always use reference images - sometimes I paint from my dreams or my imagination.  For this painting however, I wanted to capture every detail of that magnificent tree so I stuck pretty closely to my original photo.
 
I then took time and drew out the tree and surroundings.  I made sure I had the composition like I wanted it before I drew it onto the larger paper.  

After that I took about 2 to 3 layers of color to build up the value - it's a pretty straight-forward process after that.  

Now... I was almost finished and stood back and.....I had lost all of the words underneath!!! 

I was not happy about the painting and this was a definite challenge.  The lesson? When you are faced with a mistake, a challenge or seeming epic failure - EMBRACE it!  Therein lies a new discovery - ALWAYS.  I promise. Try it.

I thought about how to fix this - how can I get back some of the words of the poem without losing the shapes and values?  I looked on my table and saw my new Silhouette Cameo - a die cut machine I recently purchased to cut my own stencil designs for my paintings.  Well...WHAT IF? (my 2 favorite words) I use this machine to solve my problem?  So I created stencils of some of the words from the background and lifted them out with rubbing alcohol.  

I now had a really cool effect of positive and negative words and more importantly - a new discovery!  


 




Step 4 - FINISHED!

Here is the final painting - "Survivor".  The painting titled itself - truly it did.  So - I am proud of this piece not because it has a great composition, strong emotion, or painted technically well - it is because this painting has captured my feeling and emotion. And I have embraced my challenge to find a new discovery in the end!  

Victory. 
Survival. 
Thriving. 
Hallelujah! 
 
I hope this inspires you on your journey to all things creative - the universal language of us all.